This is a true lesson that I have to learn. If insanity is doing the same things and expecting different results, then I must be the most insane person in the world. But isn't this true of all of us that are stuck in a continuum of time that allows us to follow the exact same methods to solve problems or not solve problems. I wish that I could make all the mistakes of my past disappear. I really do. But I can't and I can't seem to get it together enough to began to heal for the life of me. Is that insane? I thought so, too.
What I do know? God has always provided in the midst of my stupidity. He always provides for fools and babies. He has always been gracious amongst my disobedience, and he continues to allow me to exist, when most assuredly I deserve a guilty plea of death.
May he help me to be consistent. May he help me to be strong for the future of ministry, in Jesus name. Amen.
1 comment:
Word brotha... I'm glad I wondered over here today. One thing I think about when I ponder on the past and on my mistakes is how different I would be had I not made those mistakes...in a bad way. Yes, a bad way, because I would not have been able to experience God's grace towards me in the midst of my mannerism and screw ups, haha. This is a great thought JT, thanks for the word.
-Norton
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